Yesterday I looked out in front and before me I could see
Thousands with hope just like me
Hope for what? why do we stand and scream and beg?
Is anyone listening?
I look beside me, and I see my friends
women just like me.
Their hearts are warm their brains are strong
but their voices are gone
On the other side is a woman twice my age
She reminds me of my grandmother
She’s standing alone in the sea of other women
I fear being alone.
Behind me are 3 women together
They are with Planned Parenthood
Their mission is clear
They can’t break through
This is not my March
This is not my home
This is not my solution
I am all alone
In the distance a voice yells
“black women Started ME TOO’
They are right, and they are silenced
And they are tired
It turn to my friend “wanna rush the stage?”
I just can’t listen anymore
We join arms my friends and me
We gather strength and begin to move to march
The mud squishes onto my shoes
The signs are held high; I think of how long this has gone on
I put one foot in front of the other
I notice our march is in unison
Where is the passion that was here last year?
We should be angrier
The laws are worse
The injustice has glaringly grown
This is not my March
This is not my home
This is not my solution
I am all alone
I see a sign and so does my friend
“Red hair soaked in the blood of my enemies”
My friend has red hair she pulls us ahead
We never lose each other as we run
We are together
She saw the sign first and wanted to take a picture
I saw the sign and wanted to yell “FUCK YEAH!”
That’s the spirit of my march
Why are we slowing
We have stopped
Much like this movement and much like my heart
Not with my friends, now sisters, not on our watch
Our linked arms grip tighter as we work up the crowd
We ask as we go by “will you go with us if we go first”
We are met with judgement
The oppressor is here I can feel him looking at me
This is not my March
This is not my home
This is not my solution
I am all alone
We get to the crossing the three of us yelling
“WE WONT STOP TIL THEY STOP”
Someone, a woman, grabs at my new friend to stop us
But our voices only escalate
They can hear them now, our voices
We march fast, we yell, we are pissed the fuck off
I think of all the times I have been dismissed by a man
I think of all the times my friends have been silenced by a man
Our anger grows as we run up the crowd
Yelling and laughing; we get stronger the further we go
Don’t try to stop us my sisters and me
We know our mission, we have a plan, we have organized
We are going to take a seat at the table
And if there is none we’ll bring our own chair
I am woke to what is happening and I’m done
Playing nice and I’m not backing down
This is MY march
This is MY people
This is MY answer
WE are not alone
We march all the way to her car and we drive
To the stoplight where my sister was halted
We park in the middle of the street
With our Fists held high as the music blares from the open windows
Keep marching I know you’re scared
And Keep moving though I know you’re tired
Stay energized I’ll help you through
Cause that is what sisters do
Horn’s sound is loud they turn their heads
We are putting the passion back into this crowd
Feeding them what they are craving
Reminding them of what they have forgotten
I am emboldened as I look to my sister, my friend
She is smiling and happy and I can tell she feels alive
I feel it too and realize I have not forgotten
What it feels like to motivate a crowd
This is MY march
This is MY people
This is MY answer
WE are not alone
I come home energized and refreshed
I no longer feel silenced or scared or alone
I am bold and fierce and empowered
I am alive there is still fight in me and I will be free